rains and glum

i was sad and glum..
the weather was also in sync..
or so i thought..
it was dark outside too,
with grey clouds on the loom..
covering what it was for a moment,
a glimpse of the sun..
and so as i sat at the window looking out,
i couldnt help but my eyes welled up..
some fights are hard to bear,
even if it is with someone who is not so dear..
and as i find my tears making their way down,
i hear the rains too pounding hard with a crashing sound..
for sometime it seemed as if its crying with me..
telling me "yes, i understand your grief"..
i couldnt help stop my tears,
but then i hear that unmistakable sound of my fear..
a flash of bolt, coupled with a horrifying "crash"..
felt like it will take an eternity to pass..
and then i realise, maybe it doesnt like me sad..
but then, its just one of those days,
when i cant help being sad..
and so as i sit looking out at the rains,
i feel my tears rolling down my face.