it was a teary eyed goodbye.. i was fighting hard.. raging a lone battle against them.. lost bitterly in the end.. gosh! i never liked goodbyes.. and as i get older, these seem to magnify in their intensity of hurt-degree and pain and fear and all paranoia.. and today was no different.. avoiding all eye contact.. but it was that one last hug that did me in..
i knew since long enough of this day.. i knew since last week of the time.. and yet, i was restless.. yes.. i dun take goodbyes, easy.. especially with the one's who i get accustomed to.. saddened by the fact, that mornings will never be the same any more.. the 'home' will never be the way it was.. coz, starting tomorrow morning, it'll only be that big ugly lock on the door that will greet me.. the cold steel lock..
sitting alone after all the brouhaha.. and i wished, if only You were here..
and You did come.. and in Your special way, charmed me through.. sailed me along, at least for sometime.. i could come over it..
yes.. thats how we are.. and that has always how we have been.. all these times.. throughout..You and I..
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