addiction was the norm of her life.. and she got the real physical living proof of it at a time she least expected.. in the most scrupulous of surroundings..
and when procrastinating, she realised consciously-unconsciously, the four days she thought she was off her 'poison', she was actually on another.. though that also comes very close in flipping over her actual 'poison'.. yes.. that was the moment she knew for certain.. addiction is the norm of her life..
she also knew, she wasn't and/or isn't and/or will never be addicted to her life..
she also knew, she loved (and hated) her 'poison' way beyond the realms of normally bound fences of logical (and/or abstract) reasoning(s)..
and she is adamant of not and never taking her poison to her grave..
and yes..she was addicted then..
and yes again..she is addicted even now..period.
and when procrastinating, she realised consciously-unconsciously, the four days she thought she was off her 'poison', she was actually on another.. though that also comes very close in flipping over her actual 'poison'.. yes.. that was the moment she knew for certain.. addiction is the norm of her life..
she also knew, she wasn't and/or isn't and/or will never be addicted to her life..
she also knew, she loved (and hated) her 'poison' way beyond the realms of normally bound fences of logical (and/or abstract) reasoning(s)..
and she is adamant of not and never taking her poison to her grave..
and yes..she was addicted then..
and yes again..she is addicted even now..period.
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