he never liked her sad..he never liked her branding herself as bad.."toh sudhar jao", was the maximum that he ever used to tell her, inspite of her repeated provocations..
n she thought, was she really testing him a bit too much? if yes, then what exactly was she really insisting on proving? wasnt his integrity towards her was proven all these times, time and again? his solidarity she never questioned..his diligence, faith, trust, inexplicable belief, fondness, love. and then she found herself at the other end of her questioning.. "why".. n how far would she really go and to what extremes would she test his being with her? at what cost, against her "heartbreak"? when deep within she knew, where her "heart" beats..
and she knew, she could never forgive herself.
n she thought, was she really testing him a bit too much? if yes, then what exactly was she really insisting on proving? wasnt his integrity towards her was proven all these times, time and again? his solidarity she never questioned..his diligence, faith, trust, inexplicable belief, fondness, love. and then she found herself at the other end of her questioning.. "why".. n how far would she really go and to what extremes would she test his being with her? at what cost, against her "heartbreak"? when deep within she knew, where her "heart" beats..
and she knew, she could never forgive herself.
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