bubblle

.......bubble bursting.. or its more like, already bursted.. pooof!.. :( n its impact(?), well, im still not able to register it really.. but just a thought, why is it that everytime i feel myself settling into a 'habit', im forced outta it?
yes, i do love him..n now, getting to know of someone else's involvement with him, hurts... beyond measure..such an extent that i just cant feel anything now..
"n meko toh laga tha k there's no secret between us"--n this was first said by him.. to me.. n to know that this very statement has been floundered by him only..
im at a loss of any possible reactions.. maybe tears will come to me.. at some point of time.. n once, just for this once, i really want those tears to come real soon..
coz, i just realised, he probably doesnt even deserve my thoughts to linger on him for any longer..n yes, i have it in me to move on, even when wounded..

n at this moment, i could understand the true meaning of the song-- "....n who can say, why your heart sighs, when your love flies, only time..n who can say, why your heart cries, when your love dies, only time....."
so, maybe, time it is for me..but for now, it might just as well be the tears..
n maybe, you'll never know, that how much i loved you.