a lot like love, but none like one
and its not fair for me, to keep asking for favours
from you all time along.
there's a part that wants me to move on,
and yet, i cant ignore the presence of it,
which is holding me back.
fairy tales aren't meant for mortals-and so the name.
and so-fairy tales dun always have a happy ending,
something, for which i dun need a telling twice.
but it still knocks me off everytime.
reasons elude me most of the time,
and yet that doesnt stop me from running after them.
and one thing that i've learnt from all this
and yet i continuously refuse to learn--
somethings are just not meant to be
however hard YOU mean them to be.
and the toughest journey ever made is always going back.
'coz, no matter, how-so-ever famiiar the route may be
the steps are always the most difficult and heavy.
and certain "wait" should never be waited upon
for the very "WAIT" to be over!

and i dunno wat it all means..'coz, i never looked back to see wat it really is.

-A
29.4.10