situational similarity..rather situational "same-pinch".. and surprisingly though, had it been other matter, i probably would have laughed it off taking pride in it.. but somehow, for some wierd inexplicable reason n feeling, im not happy.. in fact there is a well defined feeling and a continuous subjection towards a definite and steady jabs of jealousy..or, as it can be said, "pangs of jealousy" (sic)..and it involves the "telephone", "a voice" and maybe something else too.. and unfortunately it all coincides.. :(
there lies one difference though.. a big one.. and it has to do with the awareness.. im aware of it.. n you're not.. n there the difference starts and ends ther itself.. im aware, n so, i get the "jabs".. you're not, n so, maybe, you dun even know..
i hear a voice saying "oh c'mon now, stop being so privy..let him be happy..after all thats all you were aiming n thats wat you should want too"..and then it also says "happiness, but not in this manner"..
yes.. its as clear as it can get.. now.. and probably, it has been this way..since, even i've forgotten, wen..
yes im j..n i get j.. with every mention of it..n every hope of it..
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