n no, i cant realy start of in the usual customary manner..because, i just happened to realise, that, maybe it is not 'customary' for me to address You as per the "customs".. because of one very simple reason.. the "customs" themselves cease to exist when it concerns You..
yes, You may say, (n quite rightly so too) that You have pretty much of a say in my doings..a fact that even i liked and would have greatly wanted it to be that way..for a long long n long time too.. but i just realised, that this is something probably too much to ask for.. coz, maybe, i'd forgotten the fierce n the most protective nature (innate) of mine when it comes at safeguarding my free spirit..
no, this has got NOTHING to do with ANYTHING! n yet, for some really wierdly obscure reason (which, by far, is visible only to You, n You alone), You are always apprehensive.. for what? n that is something, even i would like to know.. n more so, when NOTHING exists, how can ANYTHING really exist?
n so, a few things that i would like to state, for once n for all..
- You may think to have assumed certain 'rights', but unless You really choose to define You'r credibility, I'm sorry, I might just have to override You'r (so believed) 'rights'.
- I know (very well) that You are not justified in You'r doings. n I would very much like a valid justification (lemme see, what can You come up with!).. unless it goes back to the case (which I have a feeling, that it eventually will) where You dont have or rather You run out of all possible valid justifications, when I ask for the very same..something that I've always been warning You of.
- n lastly, (hopefully) certain unsaid 'habits' will still persist.. coz, I treasure them.. n i leave it on You, to have You'r say on that..You'r discretion..entirely.. (n as i used to dread-- certain things should never be changed to "accustomisations"..coz, a habit it easy to forego..but "accustomisations", alas, they, unfortunately, happen to dig way way deeper..)
Yours trully,
I.
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