she discussed it.. she said it aloud.. she got her favourite audience to bear as the witness..
and she was grateful..more than she could ever tell..
and so maybe after months of agonized dilemma, countless hours engaged in the "yes", "no" and all the "maybe", after the final(erstwhile) decision of doing it followed by deciding for the otherwise, well, she might just have gotten a lil bit strong.. strong enough to move forward in the direction she'd once abandoned..
its still an uphill task for her.. a difficult embarkment.. and she knows she will never have it easy either..
but she also knows, she will always have that one 'unassuming' and 'forever-there-for-her' being.. one who, she can trust when she can trust her own self no more..
p.s. she might decide for it.. coz, she'd got her 'final night'.. she'd got her 'last meet'.. and so now, she knows, its time.. she'll be hurting anyway.. just a lil hope that she will be able to live with the hurting..
and she was grateful..more than she could ever tell..
and so maybe after months of agonized dilemma, countless hours engaged in the "yes", "no" and all the "maybe", after the final(erstwhile) decision of doing it followed by deciding for the otherwise, well, she might just have gotten a lil bit strong.. strong enough to move forward in the direction she'd once abandoned..
its still an uphill task for her.. a difficult embarkment.. and she knows she will never have it easy either..
but she also knows, she will always have that one 'unassuming' and 'forever-there-for-her' being.. one who, she can trust when she can trust her own self no more..
p.s. she might decide for it.. coz, she'd got her 'final night'.. she'd got her 'last meet'.. and so now, she knows, its time.. she'll be hurting anyway.. just a lil hope that she will be able to live with the hurting..
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