im not anorexic.. neither am i bulimic.. but all said, i do definitely suffer from some sort of eating/food disorder.. i dun even binge except for, well, you know abt those single digit days of the month.. but other than that, for some reasons, i just can never be pals with food..
breakfast doesnt exist in my life.. breaking fast is courtesy one mug of coffee, black, of course, and maybe a couple of creamcrackers.. yeah.. thats the staple.. which, of late, has been on the dwindling side, to the extent of me missing out on the 'breaking' fast.. so, most of the times, nowadays, the breaking of fast happens at 1100 hrs with the coffee, alright.. so, the lunch goes for a major toss.. maybe some tit bits.. nothing for the evening as im out.. and then something called a 'forced dinner'.. which probably is the only food for the day..
but, the occasional maggi, spaghetti, papad, and parle-g's do find their way towards me.. but for some reasons, my 'body', or whatever that is left of it, never seems to agree with it in a long run.. not to mention the soyasticks and the nutrichoice multigrain thins and aliva..
so, apparently, what stands as of now, is, im practically surviving on bites of here n there.. and yeah, this aint a good thing apparently.. or so, the folks say..
p.s. but i do love rajma, chhole, frankfurters, popcorns, corns, muri.. and my body also finds a way with them.. but, where's the "will"? and so, there aint a "way".. ;) *hopeless*
breakfast doesnt exist in my life.. breaking fast is courtesy one mug of coffee, black, of course, and maybe a couple of creamcrackers.. yeah.. thats the staple.. which, of late, has been on the dwindling side, to the extent of me missing out on the 'breaking' fast.. so, most of the times, nowadays, the breaking of fast happens at 1100 hrs with the coffee, alright.. so, the lunch goes for a major toss.. maybe some tit bits.. nothing for the evening as im out.. and then something called a 'forced dinner'.. which probably is the only food for the day..
but, the occasional maggi, spaghetti, papad, and parle-g's do find their way towards me.. but for some reasons, my 'body', or whatever that is left of it, never seems to agree with it in a long run.. not to mention the soyasticks and the nutrichoice multigrain thins and aliva..
so, apparently, what stands as of now, is, im practically surviving on bites of here n there.. and yeah, this aint a good thing apparently.. or so, the folks say..
p.s. but i do love rajma, chhole, frankfurters, popcorns, corns, muri.. and my body also finds a way with them.. but, where's the "will"? and so, there aint a "way".. ;) *hopeless*
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