this started when she was in her second decade.. 'coz it was since that time long, when she had been always of someone's.. and to prove that to herself, she had the glittering and gleaming sheen atop..
and it makes it four years since then when it all started.. four years a pretty long time.. and finally, time when she's given up on being 'of someone's'.. and so she stands sans the glittering gleam of the sheen..
yes, someone put it in real apt terms.. she (indeed) was just a 'reflection' of what people wanted to see in her..
and so, its now time to turn opaque.. lean over for a peak, and all they'll see is BLACK..

'coz for now she is loving being no-one's.