"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isnt it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you built up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...and then your life isnt your own anymore."
The above quote-unquote isnt my own.. and neither it is any result of some of my oft wandering nomadic thoughts and randomness.. but it definitely is something that clearly defines (in clear crisp lines) and accurately pin-points the "stupid" things that i want to tell.. (sic). i happen to pick the above quoted lines from my favourite zeitung (oh gosh! how i missed Deutsch, (sic)) which had further quoted it from "The Sandman" by Neil Gaiman..
and yes, true it is.. when offlate, i have been almost falling-off-the-chair types eager to go out and be with that stupid person, day in and out thinking about that stupid person, never ending conversation with that stupid person.. well yes, it has been pretty much the stupid me lately.. and im not ashamed.. not at all.. and neither am i shying away from all the stupid nothings which i have been keeping busy with that stupid person.. i know that i am not making any (stupid) sense either, but somehow all these stupid somethings are actually looking so like not stupid stuffs..
"Love takes hostages...It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
and yesh.. at present, i am loving being stupid. period.
The above quote-unquote isnt my own.. and neither it is any result of some of my oft wandering nomadic thoughts and randomness.. but it definitely is something that clearly defines (in clear crisp lines) and accurately pin-points the "stupid" things that i want to tell.. (sic). i happen to pick the above quoted lines from my favourite zeitung (oh gosh! how i missed Deutsch, (sic)) which had further quoted it from "The Sandman" by Neil Gaiman..
and yes, true it is.. when offlate, i have been almost falling-off-the-chair types eager to go out and be with that stupid person, day in and out thinking about that stupid person, never ending conversation with that stupid person.. well yes, it has been pretty much the stupid me lately.. and im not ashamed.. not at all.. and neither am i shying away from all the stupid nothings which i have been keeping busy with that stupid person.. i know that i am not making any (stupid) sense either, but somehow all these stupid somethings are actually looking so like not stupid stuffs..
"Love takes hostages...It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
and yesh.. at present, i am loving being stupid. period.
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