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Monday, February 14, 2011

Who?..How?..When?..What?..??(!)

the four omnipresent eternal questions.. and one really wierd thing abt them is that, at one (or rather "some") instance(s), you have all the answers (possibly n also possible) to them (each and individually) and on some (real annoying) other instances, you are always renderred wanting for the very same.. you can try every possible way to maneouver the answers to fit in snuggly in the voids created by these afore-mentioned.. but to no avail.. you do get the feel that the answers are there.. lurking somewhere.. just outta reach.. n the more you reach out further to them, the more they seem to squeeze away from the radius of your grip.. really really wierd.. dont you think so?
"the answers are just there.. inside.. you just have to look for them.."
*BLAH!!*

well, so let this just be one trail of attempting for the "answers"..n it might even go haywire! *chuckle*

"WHO?"
hmmmm.. "who" indeeed are you? an (un)known face.. yeah.. that is who you are.. to me.. sometimes i know who exactly are you.. n the very other sometimes, it turns back at me, questioning me back, do i really? on this "WHO" aspect alone, i think i can even construct a "then n now" chart.. but then again, i'm sure, i probably just wont proceed after the first line itself..
(honestly.. do I really know who YOU are? WHO is it that i'm decieving? or WHO is it that I'm confronting?)

"HOW!"
now that is a real bummer..coz, i think, even i dint realise it happening.."how" indeed? was it the way it started? or was it the way "WE" started? was it in our conversations? or was it in that one promise, which we both gave, unquestioningly..I to YOU n YOU to I.. not realising then "how" deep it can really affect n to what effect.. but then again, "how" does it even matter? or.. does it? really matter???(?)

"WHEN!"
time, its said, never stops.. but what is not said n mentioned anywhere is the fact, that time doesnt even give an intimation of its arrival, per se.. n so, if missed the "time" you will forever go on searching for the "when".. or unless you are extremely lucky, you might be one of those fortunate ones, to whom the answers themselves come gift-wrapped..

"WHAT!"
and so lastly, we arrive at the "what" of the things.. of all things, in fact.. n the very basic reason that you are still persisting with this bull-shit crap and waiting with baited breath as to "what" disclosures that is awaiting.. well, then sorry to disappoint.. but i'd rather pay attention to the one tiny detail, that this "what" comes with an exclamatory sign rather that a "question".. :-P

and so, there goes another attempt of mine searsching for answers down the drain.. gosh!!! i suck at these! terribly, i tell you!

n so, more often than not, im only left with these words......
"If only YOU knew.....*sigh!*"

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yes.. if only YOU knew.......
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Happy Valentine's Day! 
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