"you maynot be 'anyone' to the world..but you may be the "world" to someone.."

i've grown up listening to this line.. all along the journey called (my) life, i've had people who would patron for the above metioned.. n so, i kinda took to the line as granted.. never really "realised" wat it really meant.. wat it really held in it as the truest n innate "essence.." but for yesterday..

yes.. in fact, yesterday was the fateful day (or nyt, or the insane hrs of early morning) after 22 long (n short) years of my life, that i could realy fathom the true meaning and the truest essence of the oft-said line.. n i was shaken..

if you say, that i should have been happy on realising the meaning (which is nothing short of a mystery being unravelled, gradually, layer-by-layer, in front of my eyes), i was not.(period). maybe because the reason of it was nothing short of making me "not happy"..
but still, it goes thus.. i realised that i AM n i mean the WORLD to someone.. n even if im not happy (or rather, i fail to percieve any emotion associated with it as "happy", per se), im GLAD.. :)

n that gives me a reason more to live.. till the time i live (voluntarily)..