it should technically get better..with each and every passing day.. after all, its said, "time" is the best healer..so, as per that,it IS bloody goddamit supposed to function exactly that ways!

but its not.. n in fact far far away from it..and it becomes more n much more profound this time (of the year)..its a desperate try of mine, to turn mutant to it, n everything of it n associated with it.. n with each passing day, its thrashed..literally..violently..this time of the year..

coz, rather than taking me far away from it, it actually gets me to that special place.. a place, where i no longer wanna be..

n no my dear.. this doesnt bear the tag "you n i"..