people do take their time for realisation to dawn upon them..or rather, i can put it this way..people take their time to "allow" certain realisations to dawn upon them.. and for all these living moments of my life, including this moment as i'm putting this thing down,i've always hoped for one thing the most..i say, "the most", coz there are a fair lot of other stuffs that i hope for too..but, nevertheless, the thing for which i hope for the most is that, it should never be too late to "realise"..n this so-called "realisation" is pertinent to the said situation, whichever is applicable.. im not very sure that i can go upstage n boldly declare that i've always tasted success on this front..but then again, may be, i continue being able to live with this supposed "failure", because there happens to be one more thing, which i very strongly believe in having "the" major hold in all my life's happenings.. n that being--"whatever happens, happens or the good of it"..so, whenever, i "allow" the "realisation" to dawn upon me that i might have taken a bit longer than the "allowed" time, i go back to the belief that i hold on to..
at times, i think, is it because, its convenient? an easy way out, to escape from my confrontations to self?or, i try to be the "great" one..or is it, because, thats the only thing, that helps me to get back on my feet, n readies me for another venture, whenever it gets tough?it has to be either of the two.. but then, wat about it, when it is applicable to someone else? can i allow that "someone else", however significant a position he happens to occupy at that given time n moment, to hold on to the very same above mentioned beliefs?if yes, then why? n why m i not able to find answers? its not that im anserable to anyone..here, im not even being able to be answerable to my own self..
well, yes..there has been a certain "realisation"..way beyond, probably, the "stipulated time"..which happened to involve two "beings" at the same time..it was more like, both "allowing" the "realisation" to dawn upon them respectively, at precisely the same moment..and then, both being faced by the same dead end as for the answers concerned.. but now, as im putting this down, i wonder, where will this "realisation" lead "us"..
my belief says, it happened because it had to happen..and it happened when it had to happen..n its never late for anything to happen..its only "late", as per our "convinience"..but whatever it is, the bottomline holds, that it happened, whenever it happened..and i realise, im no one to judge the reasons for its happenings..and as per my "beliefs",i should know that it happened for some "good"..but here, there is one small alteration..i cant help but to speculate about what precise "good" may be the reason for the "happening", which is the "realisation" in this case..because, it incorporates "two" people..which is not very "convenient" for me..
because the other "being" involved in this, still holds that significant position..
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